Title: Breathing Space
Summary: “The trick is to
keep breathing”-Garbage
Author: Kristi
Disclaimer: I own nothing.
It all belongs to Joss and
Mutant Enemy.
A/N:
Written for Project
Paranormal
http://www.project.darkstarfic.com/
Kathy fidgeted on the fringe
of the main entry. She could
see the hotel manager,
Michelle, bent over her desk
trying to square things away
for the guests that would be
sure to arrive for the
weekend. She hated to
interrupt when she was
working but she had no
choice in this matter.
“Ms,” Kathy said as she
stepped further into the
room. Michelle looked up at
the maid’s soft voice.
“Yes, Kathy?”
“Mr. Probust in room 8…he
isn’t in his room,” Kathy
stammered.
Michelle waved the maid away
absently and turned back to
her books. “I’m sure he woke
early this morning. I
believe I scheduled a
sailboat excursion for him
leaving quite early.”
“Ms…” Kathy hesitated again,
stepping still further into
the room and demanding that
Michelle listen to her. “Mr.
Probust…he didn’t sleep in
his bed last night.”
This got the brunette’s
attention. She laid aside
her pen and removed her horn
rimmed glasses. She walked
around the reception desk,
heels clicking on the wooden
floor until they were
subdued by the antique rug
she stepped on. “You’re
certain?”
Kathy nodded and sent errant
strands of red hair bobbing
about her face. “Yes. His
bed was turned down but it’s
not mussed a bit. The mint
is still on the pillow and
his things are all in order.
At least what I could tell.”
Michelle’s face lined with
concern at the news. “That
makes the fourth one this
month. I suppose I should
notify the police. Leave the
room as it is.” She turned
back to the desk, dismissing
Kathy and walking to the
phone. When she took this
job she never imagined she’d
become such a close
acquaintance to the local
police.
*
Buffy looked down at the
train tickets in her hand
and back up at Giles who was
perched on the lip of his
desk. “Giles…I can’t-I mean
we can’t.”
“Nonsense. The tickets are
paid for, non refundable.
I’ve made reservations for
you at the Corisande Manor.
It’s right on the beach and
the food is splendid. I’ve
also taken the liberty of
arranging evening tours of
some of the more popular
attractions. You must go,”
Giles insisted.
A smile quirked one corner
of Buffy’s mouth. “Are you
sure you can do without us?”
“Quite. Cornwall isn’t that
far away should I need you
to return,” Giles assured
her.
“Maybe getting out of
here…spending a few nights
somewhere else will help,”
Buffy sighed. She looked
back up at Giles and
hesitated for a moment
before embracing him
briefly. “Thank you,” she
whispered and then pulled
away. “I’m gonna go-I’ll
tell him that we’re taking a
vacation…if that doesn’t
work…well maybe I’ll slip in
a white lie and say it’s
work related.”
Giles smiled gently and
nodded. He watched as Buffy
walked out of the study then
drew his weariness around
him like a mantle. He picked
up the glasses he’d
discarded and sat down
behind his desk. No rest
for the weary.
*
Buffy parted the curtains
just enough that she could
look out the window to the
sea beyond. “The balcony
will be nice for sitting out
in the moonlight. It really
is right on the beach,” she
said as she shut the
curtains and turned to Angel
who was unpacking.
“Can we try? I mean at least
we can pretend we’re
tourists here…right?” Buffy
pleaded.
Angel hung some of his
things in the closet and
sighed. “Buffy….”he trailed
off. He had a hard time
denying her anything when
she spoke in that little
girl lost voice. It was so
reminiscent of the person
she’d been before the world
had hurt her so much. “We’ll
try. Okay?” He conceded as
he turned to face her.
Buffy crossed the room and
wrapped her arms around his
waist, laying her head on
his chest. “That’s all I
want. Us to try. We need
this, Angel. We need some
time away from everything
back at home, even if it is
time in Never Never Land.”
“I’ll be Peter Pan. You get
to be Wendy,” Angel smiled.
Buffy looked up at him,
delight crinkling her eyes.
He loved the way she looked
when he surprised her with
references to a culture that
she got. “Then I’ll have to
give you a thimble,” she
grinned and went on tiptoe
to brush a kiss across his
lips.
Their evening consisted of a
flashlight tour of Pendennis
Castle and a walk on the
beach. Buffy instituted the
no shop talk rule and they
both stuck to it. Buffy had
been afraid they’d find
nothing to talk about with
the subject matter limited
but she needn’t have
worried. Angel started
talking about books and she
found he made literature
more fascinating then all of
her teachers combined. For
one moment she thought he’d
make a great teacher, maybe
when we get back I’ll talk
to Giles about letting him
teach the potentials. She
nearly blanched at the
thought but pushed it far
enough back that it was
almost forgotten soon after.
All in all, it was a good
start to a nice, relaxing
vacation.
*
Buffy woke up with a stretch
and a yawn. Angel was still
sound asleep beside her.
She rose on one elbow; her
head propped up in one hand,
and watched him sleep. She
loved seeing him like this,
vulnerable and soft. Early
mornings seemed to be the
only time Angel wasn’t
haunted by ghosts of his
past. After several minutes
she brushed a whisper of a
kiss across his forehead and
got out of bed. After a
quick shower she went
downstairs to the dining
room. The food in the Manor
was reported to be
excellent.
An hour later Buffy leaned
back in her chair stuffed
full of porridge, stewed
fruits, eggs, kippers,
sausages and toast. She
hadn’t known she could eat
that much but it had all
been so good. The food was
definitely the high point of
the hotel so far, she
thought as she got up from
her chair and walked through
the dining room into the
lobby. The headline on the
morning paper caught her
attention.
Fourth Tourist Missing
Her brow furrowed as she
took the folded paper and
sat down on the sofa to read
the article. Her curiosity
was further piqued by
learning that all of the
tourists had been staying at
the Corisande Manor. She
gnawed on her lower lip,
cast a glance around the
main room and laid the paper
aside. It was empty and she
intended to take advantage
of that by snooping. Buffy
slipped behind the desk and
started pulling open
drawers, flinging open
cabinet doors and expecting
at any moment to find an
amulet, head in a jar or
something else that would
indicate things were not as
blissful at the manor as it
appeared.
The only sign she got was in
the form of the manager
clearing her throat. Buffy
peeked over the top of the
desk, paused and then smiled
her best dumb blonde smile.
“Hi! I’m staying here. I
mean I’m a guest. I was
looking for paper and a
pen.”
The manager arched an
eyebrow at her. “The top of
the desk,” she gestured to
the corner of the desk where
stationary with the Manor’s
letterhead on it and pens
with their name on it lay.
“Oh!” Buffy smacked her
forehead with her palm. “I
didn’t see it. If it were a
mouse it would have bit me.”
She grabbed a sheet of paper
and a pen then made a show
of scribbling some things
down as she walked out from
behind the desk. “I’ve been
reading the paper…those
people that were missing. Do
you put them on milk
cartons?”
At the woman’s confused
glare, Buffy continued. “I
mean in America we put them
on milk cartons. Has anyone
found any of them? I mean
maybe they wandered off the
path into the woods and were
raised by wolves…or not. I
was just wondering you know.
My fiancée and I were
thinking about going for a
walk but I’d hate for either
of us to miss the wedding
because we were missing.”
The manager stared at her
for a moment completely
bewildered before recovering
her manners. “Uhm…when is
your wedding?”
“Oh weeks from now,” Buffy
waved off. “Do you have
missing people often? Or
were those just an unlucky
four?”
“The case is confidential.
I’m afraid I can’t discuss
it with anyone,” the manager
smiled. “Now if you’ll
excuse me. I’ve got work to
do.”
“Oh yeah, sure…just go about
doing whatever…I’m fine,”
Buffy rambled, her smile
fixed determinedly in place.
The manager stepped behind
the desk, her eyes trained
on Buffy. It took several
moments before Buffy decided
the woman wasn’t going to
let her snoop about in peace
so she took the paper and
tromped up to her room,
something the manager made
obvious by excessive throat
clearing that she didn’t
appreciate.
Buffy perched herself on the
edge of the bed and stared
at Angel, willing him to
wake up. She kept up the
staring gig for all of five
minutes before she reached
over and placed a hand on
his shoulder, shaking him
gently.
“Angel, wake up,” she half
whispered. For her efforts,
he grumbled and rolled over.
She shook her again, harder
this time.
Angel woke up with a sleepy
growl, cracking one eye open
first and then the other.
“If there isn’t a crisis I’m
strangling you. Vacations
are for relaxing, which
means sleeping late.”
“Well…”Buffy placed the
paper on his stomach. “There
could be. Four missing
tourists this month alone.”
“They got lost. There’s
nothing to indicate that it
could be supernatural. It’s
a case for the police.”
“I’ve got wiggins,” Buffy
blurted out.
Angel scrubbed his hands
over his face, groaned, got
out of bed and hopped into
the shower.
They spent the afternoon in
the hotel’s library looking
at newspapers and thumbing
through books written about
the area. The house had
quite a history but none
that would indicate a
vengeful ghost or resident
demon.
“It’s not as if they’d keep
a record of the grisly
triple murder that occurred
in the house in 1806, at
least not where the guests
could get their hands on
it,” Buffy grumbled as she
tossed a book to the other
end of the table.
“You’d be surprised. Haunted
hotels can be a big tourist
draw,” Angel replied.
“Generally the spirits are
ambivalent or a total fraud,
but it gives people a safe
thrill. A pop to their
adrenaline without a high
cost and they get bragging
rights. They can tell all
their friends they spent a
weekend in a haunted hotel.
Grisly triple murders are
big business, particular if
they involved some spurned
lover.”
“Well nothing about spurned
lovers here. For that you
have to go over to the
Bronte sisters section,”
Buffy quipped.
Angel smirked. “You got
around to reading them?”
Buffy shrugged. “It was them
or do slayer book work. Even
the Bronte sisters are more
fascinating then book work.”
“You can’t tell me you of
all people didn’t like them?
The unrequited love, the
romance…”Angel trailed off.
“They were okay. Frankly,
between you and me, I’ve had
enough of unrequited love.
I’m more into the hopelessly
sappy, albeit badly written,
forever and ever Harlequin
Romance novels these days.”
Angel shook his head and
pushed himself out of the
deep, leather chair he was
sitting in. “I’m going to
see what I can find out from
the staff. I’m pretty sure
you can find a Harlequin
romance or two here. I think
I saw a section of
paperbacks against the back
wall.”
Buffy watched Angel walk out
of the library. She started
to go after him, but
remembered he’d spent
several years as a private
investigator and he’d been
good at it. He didn’t need
her help to question some
maids. In fact she’d
probably get in the way as
the flirting and the charm
would be much less effective
with her hanging on. She got
up, found the section Angel
had been talking about,
chose something not even
closely related to vampires,
blood or death and curled up
in a chair to spend the rest
of the day.
It was nearly sunset when
Angel returned to their room
where Buffy had retreated
after tea. She was lying in
bed watching a black and
white movie on TV. Her face
brightened when he walked in
the room. He loved that
about her, no matter how
many times he saw it, he
loved that she lit up like a
Yule tree every time she saw
him.
“Find anything out?” Buffy
asked.
“Yeah, I had to ask a couple
of maids, finally found one
that was willing to talk.
Apparently all the people
who went missing took a
moonlight walk down through
the woods. Apparently
there’s a nice little
clearing with a pond not too
far from here. The maid
assured me it was very
romantic and secluded,”
Angel told her.
“Perfect combination for
demon hunting grounds…or a
serial killer,” Buffy
pointed out. “I’m liking
this vacation thing. I spent
all day reading, curled up
under a blanket with a cup
of tea and some tasty
pastries.”
“If I’m wrong we still had a
moonlit walk in a romantic
setting,” Angel said.
“I’m afraid you won’t be
wrong though,” Buffy pouted.
*
“Looks normal enough,” Buffy
said as she wrapped her arms
around herself. “And the
maid was right, it is
romantic.”
Angel glanced around, poking
into the trees at the edges
of the clearing and sniffing
the air. He walked to the
edge of the pond and dipped
his hand into it, cupping it
and bringing it up to his
nose. He smelled it and then
snaked his tongue out to
taste it.
“I can’t place it. The water
tastes a little brackish,
but it’s fresh water.
There’s this briny smell,
almost like the sea…but it’s
a little off,” he said as he
continued to poke around the
pond. He furrowed his brow
and crouched down near a
nestle of rocks at the edge.
He reached out and scooped
something up from the water.
Buffy watched him with one
eyebrow arched. “If that’s
something gross, I don’t
want to know about it.”
“No…it’s seaweed,” Angel
answered quizzically.
“Isn’t that supposed to
be…well in the sea?”
“Exactly.”
*
Their new clues led to a
night of sleepless research
and a call to Giles. He had
a lot more research
materials available then
they did at the Manor.
Buffy stared at row after
row of books on the history
of Corisande Manor. “Are you
sure we can’t play vacation,
let Giles research, since
you know he’s gonna be
researching something
anyway, and he can just call
us when he finds something.”
Angel smirked at her and
handed her a book on local
myths and legends. “That
should be more interesting
and possibly more fruitful
then the others. I’ll take
the dryer stuff.”
“Yay, at least I get
fruitful,” Buffy grumbled as
she slouched down in her
chair. She opened the book,
pulled her knees to her
chest and balanced the book
on her knees. Two hours
later she was still staring
at the same book while Angel
had skimmed through half a
dozen.
“Anything interesting?”
Angel asked as he picked up
yet another book.
“Oh yeah, if we’re looking
for two headed dogs, tree
spirits, dryads or other
oogly boogley’s,” Buffy
grumbled. “No mention of
leprechauns though.”
“That’s because leprechauns
are strictly Ireland and
also completely made up,”
Angel answered.
“I don’t even know what
we’re looking for, Angel.
Are you certain this is our
area of expertise?”
“I’ve got a feeling,” he
told her.
“And it’s not an ‘I’m bored
and working out my hero
complex issues’ feeling?”
Buffy questioned as she
continued to flip through
her book.
“I do not have a hero
complex and if I did, that’s
not what this is about. That
pond felt off. There was
something wrong there. I
can’t find any legend of any
drowning there or anything
like that. I feel like I’m
missing something that I
should see. I just can’t
place it.” Angel pushed away
from the desk and raked his
hands through his hair. He
began pacing the library,
his fingers tapping on his
chin as he walked.
“Missing something
like….maybe a Cornish
Shoney? Also known as a
kelpie?” Buffy asked and
held up the book to show
Angel what she’d found.
Angel snatched the book from
her and read the page she’d
marked.
“I think you’re onto
something,” he said as he
read over the page again.
“Everything fits but the
only way to know is to get a
look at it.”
“But we went there last
night, no horse or woman or
man with seaweed in his
hair,” Buffy pointed out.
“They don’t just hang around
the lake or the pond like
vampires, Buffy. They prey
on travelers.”
“We’re traveling or does it
have a distance from home
requirement. Like only
people who are at least 500
miles from home are
susceptible to being eaten
alive,” Buffy asked.
Angel pinched the bridge of
his nose as he thought. “I
was there…a lot of things
can smell vampires and don’t
like them. Maybe I was
driving it away.”
“So we lure it out,” Buffy
stated matter of fact
“Buffy…I don’t like the idea
of using you as bait.”
Angel’s voice carried a hint
of trepidation.
“Bait implies helplessness.
I’m not helpless but the
Shoney doesn’t know that,”
Buffy insisted.
“Legend it has it that once
you touch a Shoney you’re
somehow bound to it,” he
warned her.
“Like glue?”
Angel chuckled. “Something
like that.”
“So I’ll lure it out. You
throw sharp things at it
until it dies,” Buffy
suggested.
Angel made a full pace
across the library and back,
his hands shoved in his
pockets as he walked. “Let
me do some more research,
call Giles and see what he
knows about it and we’ll
make a strategy from that.
Try it out tomorrow night
maybe.”
Buffy nodded. “Okay. In the
meantime, I’m going to get
something to eat. I’m
starving. Want anything?”
“If they’ve got black
pudding…” Angel trailed off.
“I’m not even asking what’s
in that,” Buffy said as she
got up out of her chair.
“It’s for the best,” Angel
replied as he watched her
leave the library.
*
Angel fitted a bolt into the
crossbow and checked his
pockets to make sure he had
more. Giles had sent the
crossbow via messenger
earlier that day. Buffy
watched Angel get ready to
execute the first part of
their plan with her arms
wrapped around her. Angel
reached out and grabbed her,
pulling her to him. He
placed a kiss on her temple
and one on her lips. “I’m
going to cut through the
woods and find a place to
set up, probably in a tree.
Give me an hour before you
start down there. Hide your
stake but keep it close and
remember try not to touch
the Shoney. It will likely
appear to you as a man,
possibly a horse. You’ll be
able to tell it-”
“By its hair. Seaweed,”
Buffy smiled. It was sweet
to see Angel so nervous.
“I’ll be fine.”
“I know,” Angel nodded. “I
just don’t like using you as
bait. I don’t like sending
you in there with just a
stake and I don’t like
asking you to take a
defensive stance instead of
an offensive. You’re better
at the offensive.”
“I don’t have to be on the
offensive. You’re going to
be watching out for me,” she
reminded him, wrapping her
one of her arms around his
waist. She laid the palm of
her free hand on his cheek.
“Don’t worry. I know you’ve
got my back.”
Angel nodded and gave her
that particular half grin
that she called her own.
“Always,” he whispered as he
brushed her lips in a
whisper soft kiss. In the
next breath he’d gone all
business again. “If you do
touch it by accident and the
legend is true, it’ll drag
you into the pond. Don’t
panic, take a deep breath
and I’ll come in after you.”
“Hey, drowning is old hat to
me. You stop panicking after
the first time or two,” she
grinned.
“No jokes. I’m not going to
let you drown.”
“I believe you. Now go on.
Get out of here,” she shooed
at him, swatting him on the
rear. He grinned at her as
he left the room. Buffy went
to the window and watched
for him. She could barely
make out his form as he cut
across the field and
disappeared into the woods.
“Now comes the fun waiting,”
she muttered to herself and
turned away from the window.
At exactly an hour after
Angel had left, Buffy walked
out the front door of the
manor. She made no moves to
be stealthy. The plan was to
make sure that if the Shoney
was watching for potential
victims, he saw her. She
kept her head down as she
walked, careful to appear
like she wasn’t taking in
everything around her. It
didn’t take her long to
reach the clearing, even at
the leisurely pace she’d
forced herself to keep.
For the first time since
she’d began her journey she
looked up, taking in her
surroundings. She could feel
Angel somewhere nearby and
that caused a smile to come
to her lips. There was no
sign of a horse or a man so
far. She wandered the
perimeter of the clearing,
paused by the pond and
dipped her hand in the water
before backing away. She
stood in the center of the
clearing, her head tilted up
to look at the moon. The
hair on the back of her neck
prickled but she avoided
looking over her shoulder.
She kept reminding herself
that Angel was out there
watching. He was the eyes in
the back of her head to
compensate for the need to
let her guard down.
“Beautiful night, isn’t it?”
A softly accented voice
spoke.
So, not a horse, Buffy
thought before turning to
look over her shoulder. She
smiled gently as the man in
slightly outdated clothes.
He was beautiful, made of
moonlight and shadows but
his hair hung around his
shoulders, snaking down that
beautiful skin, dripping
water. There were green
rushes twined in with the
seaweed strands and Buffy
started to reach forward and
remove a bit of green from
his hair. She caught
herself, her hand going back
down to her side. She looked
back up at the moon, needing
to look away from the Shoney
for a moment so she could
gather her bearings.
“It is,” she answered. “We
don’t have nights like this
at home, entirely too
smoggy.”
“You’re not English.” The
Shoney’s voice held a note
of pleasant surprise.
“No, just traveling. I’m
from California, Los
Angeles,” she said with a
smile, looking back toward
him to discover that he’d
stepped uncomfortably close.
She reminded herself that
according to legend she had
to willingly reach out and
touch him, until she did he
couldn’t grab her.
She heard the crossbow bolts
sing through the air before
they ever hit their mark.
The bolts thudded into the
Shoney’s body and it
screamed. It struggled to
retain its form, wavering,
and flashes of its true form
flickering in and out. It
shot past Buffy, hitting her
hard on the shoulder and she
flailed, trying to regain
her footing when she should
have just let herself fall.
She scrambled for purchase
on the slick grass, grabbing
the first solid thing she
could find, the Shoney’s
wrist.
That was all the invitation
it needed. It grabbed a hold
of her, clutched her close
to its breast and made a mad
dash to the pond. Buffy felt
like she was suffocating,
drowning in the brackish,
briny smell before they ever
even hit the water. She took
a deep breath just before
she felt the cold water
flood around her and closed
her eyes.
Angel dropped the crossbow
when he saw Buffy in the
Shoney’s grasp. He jumped
from the tree he had perched
in and crashed through the
undergrowth into the
clearing. He dove into the
pond on the Shoney’s heels,
his hands immediately
striking out to get a grip
on Buffy. He punched at the
Shoney and found it was some
sort of semi liquid
substance that he couldn’t
get a grasp on. It almost
seemed to absorb his hand.
Angel gave up the idea of
attacking the Shoney and
focused on getting Buffy up
to the surface. His hands
closed around Buffy’s ankle
and he pulled. The Shoney
fought with him turning
Buffy into a makeshift
tug-o-war rope. After a few
moments of struggle, the
Shoney decided he could get
an easy meal somewhere else
and let go of Buffy. Angel
cradled her to his chest and
swam for the surface.
Buffy gasped for air the
moment Angel surfaced. “Deep
breath,” she said hoarsely.
“Good job,” Angel smiled at
her. “Now let’s get you back
to the hotel and warm.”
*
Buffy sat in front of the
lit fireplace in their room
huddled in a blanket with a
pot of tea on the table
beside her. She couldn’t
stop shivering even though
she was nearly dry. Angel
was pacing the room as he
talked on the phone.
“Yeah, just fax it over. No
she’s fine…I’ll tell her.
Thank you, Giles,” he ended
the conversation and hung up
the phone. He walked over
and sat down in the chair
next to her. “Giles says to
drink plenty of hot tea and
to rest.”
“Of course. Tea is the cure
all,” she smiled weakly.
Angel nodded. “He also said
that the Shoney can’t be
killed. It has to be
banished.”
“That would have been useful
information to know before
we went on our killing
mission,” Buffy answered
wryly.
“He’s going to fax over the
banishment spell. He says we
should be able to get the
ingredients at a magic shop
that masquerades as a herb
store in town. I’ll mix it
up, we’ll take it down to
the pond and sprinkle it in
the water, say an
incantation and Cornwall
shouldn’t have anymore
missing tourists, at least
none that can be attributed
to the Shoney,” Angel told
her.
Buffy nodded slightly,
sipped at her tea and stared
into the fire. “Shame. It
would have been nice to have
a little bit of a vacation,
you know with out the almost
drowning.”
“Tell you what, we take care
of this and I’ll talk to the
manager about staying a few
more days,” Angel smiled. He
reached over and tucked an
errant strand of hair behind
Buffy’s ear. “You deserve
it.”
The water swirled like a
kaldiscope, colors dancing
in the water and then went
still. Buffy glanced up at
Angel and caught her breath.
Sometimes she forgot how
beautiful he was, but washed
in moonlight the way he was
at this moment, she couldn’t
deny it. He felt her gaze
on him and reached for her
hand. He brought her
knuckles up to his lips for
a kiss. “Ready to start our
real vacation?”
“So that’s it? No more
Shoney, no more missing
tourists?” Buffy prodded.
She wanted to be sure that
the problem was resolved.
“That’s it. Giles said the
water would react if it had
worked. If it hadn’t, we’d
probably have an angry
Shoney on our hands,” Angel
assured her.
A wide smile spread across
Buffy’s face. “Let’s see, I
think I’d like to start my
vacation with a moonlit walk
followed by an entire day
spent in bed with no
interruptions except for the
occasional room service
call.”
“That can be arranged.”