Night

 

“Shouldn’t you be asleep?  It’s nighttime.”

 

Mal turned around in the pilot’s chair to find Book standing behind him.  He looked back out to the black, his nose wrinkled and shaking his head.  “Nah, preacher… it’s always nighttime in the black.”

 

“We do work on a proverbial time schedule though, wouldn’t you say?”

 

“Conjure you’re right.”  Mal conceded with a nod, as he stood up.  “Ain’t really much for schedules though.”

 

Book chuckled lightly and shook his head.  “You never were.  We all have our time, Captain.  You can’t continually blame yourself.”

 

“Sure he can.  The man needs something to brood over.”

 

Mal turned at the familiar voice to find Wash next to Book.  “Y’know, I ain’t rightly sure how you’re both here.”

 

“We’re dead.”  Wash nodded, giving Mal a playful smile.  “And yes, you led us into that fight but we’re not blaming you… not openly.”

 

“Give the man a moments peace, Wash.”  Book crossed his arms over his chest.  “Be at peace Captain.  The only one blaming you… is you.”

 

“Openly…” Wash added with an emphatic nod.

 

**

 

Mal jerked awake, the sharp movement almost causing him to fall out of the pilot’s chair.  He’d fallen asleep while waiting on the wav from his contacts on Shadow.  Now he ran a hand over his face and flipped the switch.

 

“Captain Reynolds.  The cargo is good to go.  You can pick it up at these coordinates we’re sending your way now.  The funds have already been transferred to your account for payment, but I assure you that if the cargo isn’t delivered on time, our boss will be very unhappy.  We don’t like for him to be unhappy, and neither will you.”

 

“Don’t guess that I would.”  Mal shook his head.  “Pleasure doin’ business with you.  As I am of the business sort, your cargo will arrive on time.”

 

“See that it does.”

 

The wav ended and Mal checked the coordinates.  This would put them on the East end of Shadow in the daytime.  Normally, he wasn’t much for the light, but lately… the night had brought too many voice, too much guilt and anger. 

 

He set the coordinates, and the felt the slight movement of Serenity coming to life.  Like a drug addiction, he would get in shot of the daytime and then hurry back to the night.  It was where he wanted to be and deep down, he knew that it was where he deserved to be.